February 2010
ok moving on. i gave it a shot. it didn’t happen. i wallowed. it’s not worth it. let’s try leaving it alone completely and see how that goes.
in Danielle-speak, maybe this happened because it was the universe’s last ditch effort to make me seek help for my craziness. and it worked. *shrug*
January 2010
it feels stupid to hope that these feelings i’ve had even matter. there are too many of them and i opened my heart far too much. it’s also kind of humiliating to wonder if he even cares. but what was the point of this last month?
“We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an...”
“One shouldn’t be too hard on oneself when the object of one’s...”
– Rodney Fraser in The Object of My Affection
“Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify...”
– Washington Irving
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable....”
– Neil Gaiman
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want. →
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never tell a crush
you asked me what was going on and i couldn’t say “i adore you and it’s killing me” so i said that i wanted to vanish from the face of the earth. you stood there, seeming self-assured, being all handsome and tender, and tried to cheer me on. and it did help me a bit. mostly because i’m like a big dumb dog watching you with giant hearts in my eyes hoping you’ll...
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he’s killing me with kindness damn these warm & fuzzy feelings
but i adore him. utterly.
Today isnt good.
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i am supposed to come up with goals for therapy. there are 3 Urgent Goals, 3 Less Pressing, But Important Goals and 3 Dream or “Fairy Godmother” Goals. the only one i can think of is to stop being depressed. oh, and to stop wanting what i can’t ever have. but that sounds too pessimistic for a goal.
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I heart the lisps! →
i’ve had “piety” in my head for the last two days straight…
one of these lisps doesn’t know it, but is secretly my muse.
Anti-Flirt Club →
i thought it was a bird but it was just a paper...
Ugh all i have done today is pee and complain about being sleepy!
good lord life without facebook is boring. but i must be strong.
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Why He’s Hot: He was named Lee Grinner Pace for...... →
:::sigh:::
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The Daily What →
whoa!
it would be really great if i were able to stop wondering if he cares that i’m not there.
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The Non-Adventures of Wonderella →
i knew this week’s would be really good!
when people on Damages get served, it’s very different from the way people in You Got Served get served.
